Trouble is a friend

Peggy and Rena said I'm changed.
One of them said I'm become stranger to them,
another one said I became easy going,
became blindly follow others.

They scared, because I going far away from them.
They feel uncertain to me,
uncertain about what is I like and do not like.
They said my personal characteristic was disappear.

Then I feel stress.
Am I lose myself?

We discussed it was because
we are long time didn't see each other
I became broader sensibleness

but actually I want to against them.
I'm still who I am.

Instead, we have long time didn't see each other,
because Tinny said my thought more mature,
but Peggy and Rena really have long time didn't see me.

I feel they can't accept now of me.
But how? I can't go back the old me.
My mind develop in a good way, isn't it?

Who can tell me is it easygoing is not a good characteristic and personality?
Who can explain to me blindly follow others can consider as I lose my principle, my characteristic?

Im not blindly follow, I respect others,
let them express their own options and thought is one of the basic respect.

well, I can understand because I leave them very long time
They still live in their familiar environment,
but I was walked out from this familiar area.

I hate, don't like to worried about these things...
so I still believe, human is complicated,
interpersonal relationship is complicated.
PS: so that's why my first presentation in TARc was "interpersonal relationship"?
     presented because I hate ==


Another one is...
recently I realize religion also can be my worry
how could like this?

Adolescence stage, troubles are coming.

accept the challenge??
wow.. wait a minute, can I escape?

Ps: Thanks for Spring's dorayaki (pancake)
I don't know whether he know I like dorayaki
But when receive this from him
feel very touched (why so serious)