heart-to-heart searching & talk?

Thanks for this fellow,
he make L3 find back teamwork and cooperation.

appreciate.
But at the same time, sorry we don't want you to continue be our classmate.

Our "mom" told us we are lower estimate him
and his aggressive level can be kill people, ... psychopath.  : (
beside this, he has strongly personality.

We just pray he won't commit some harmful case in our class and entire course,
if someone get injured, it will be very tough to handle him at that time.

She shared with us today about
our experience counselor tutor experience a problem before
its about
a client, male, he has strongly personality,

and because he can't handling his emotion


end up he kill his wife.


Therefore, our "mom" warning and advice us,
to be a counselor, your emotion must be stable every time.
It will be a serious thing if can't control own emotion,
it can harm and influence clients.

Yesterday, my spring told me what he think about his life...
after hang out the call, I spend a little time to think my life too.

A stupid thinking...
Never expect I can enter high school form 4 and form 5,
when I was form 5, I never expect I can graduated;
when I graduated from high school,
I thought my future was finished (huh?)
but now Im study at KL now...
gradually forget those bad experience, don't want to recall back,
learn how to handle, control my emotion, learn new thing to foster my new personality...

I feel shame if let people see my previous life and look...

I thought I will feel pain and suffering towards those people who treat me in a bad way when I meet them again,
but end up I just smile back to them and they know Im feel good now.

I find other new friends now.
they fill my wound;
and I have my dear spring,
he got the key to enter my heart now.

Now Ivy not a empty shell.
start thinking positive and try her best to happy. wakaka

When i hear spring told me how he use his own way to face the problem
and
he told me

human born in stubborn, but every individual stubborn in their own way.

I felt like I was learned something very abstruse from him.
this feeling very abstract but I was bear in mind.

He can give those spiritual support and consolation,
he is special and just the way he is

Thank you, my dear spring.  : 3


my sleeping time in this TWO DAYS add up only 8 hours.
oh my god, 4 hours sleeping time a day, can't donate blood, can't concentrate,
Sleep in lecture class today. LAZY IVY AHHHHHHHHHHHH...

but can't stop thinking, miss and love my dear spring. hehe.