REMEMBER
i dislike Twitter, because it has 140 words limited.
It cant giving to me to fully release my voice.
people who knows me,
they will know that the only way i release my stress is through WRITE OUT.
If write out doesnt work,
i will change the plan to say out,
say to the person that i TRUST.
Twitter has been full of my voice,
there are the voice that i never tell to others before.
Why?
dont you feel annoying if you keep telling people about your problems and stress?
they are NOT counselor,
not your parents,
they're no responsibility to help you and listen to you.
So i keep my mouth shut and write in the Twitter.
Why choose Twitter?
because nobody knows i have an account at there,
except 2 person,
but i think this 2 person wont see what i write...
Recently no mood at all,
i think I need to reorganize and find something to do.
I just can temporary feel better when go out with my parents,
they always do cute and funny things to makes me think I'm so happiness to have them,
but next second, it let me think of one person,
end up I teardrop inside my heart.
Feedback and supportive can make people stay strong and improvement,
suddenly I realize I lack of this things from him,
so I always feel bad to myself, told myself sternly,
I can do more better because he's no giving any reaction and responds at all.
If one day I didnt text anything to him,
i wondering how is the reaction of him.
Less people dont know that if i stop or less contact to particular person,
it is because i have been lack of care towards that person,
i dont want to pay more attention to him/her anymore.
"i will text you and if you dont text to me. " :)
i still remember previous you said every 12am or 1am,
we put down our stuff and chat with each other.
it can improve our relationship and we can more treasure each other.
but until now it havent start at all,
I'm waiting for that day,
and i wondering are you forget this commitment?
I have no dare to mention to you about this thing, i dont know why.
I scared you feel tired with this,
and think I'm like a child clamoring for toys.
Maybe you forget this promise already or you busy to do other more important to you...
can i named it as a promise/ commitment?
but i wont forget, never forget, even though it just a little small tiny promise,
but i never forget, I was very touch when you set up this commitment,
but end up we havent fulfill this thing.
i miss you text me what I'm doing now,
miss you text to me morning and goodnight before i send to you,
miss you asking me a lot of funny funny questions,
miss your every smile face in the message,
miss you laugh me,
miss your everything.
i know you and me go to more stable stage,
i understand after the passionate period, we started to facing more challenges,
it is full of challenges, we must support each other.
I will support you, always. :)
Maybe I'm not the best,
but I'm trying to be the best that you want.
gotta get up and try,
until you turn your head to tell me, thank you, you are do well. ♥
♥ u
ps: I'm a person lack of affirmation since young, so i try to get more attention from others, and very treasure who treat me in good way and nicely, and dont want others hurt them.
It cant giving to me to fully release my voice.
people who knows me,
they will know that the only way i release my stress is through WRITE OUT.
If write out doesnt work,
i will change the plan to say out,
say to the person that i TRUST.
Twitter has been full of my voice,
there are the voice that i never tell to others before.
Why?
dont you feel annoying if you keep telling people about your problems and stress?
they are NOT counselor,
not your parents,
they're no responsibility to help you and listen to you.
So i keep my mouth shut and write in the Twitter.
Why choose Twitter?
because nobody knows i have an account at there,
except 2 person,
but i think this 2 person wont see what i write...
Recently no mood at all,
i think I need to reorganize and find something to do.
I just can temporary feel better when go out with my parents,
they always do cute and funny things to makes me think I'm so happiness to have them,
but next second, it let me think of one person,
end up I teardrop inside my heart.
Feedback and supportive can make people stay strong and improvement,
suddenly I realize I lack of this things from him,
so I always feel bad to myself, told myself sternly,
I can do more better because he's no giving any reaction and responds at all.
If one day I didnt text anything to him,
i wondering how is the reaction of him.
Less people dont know that if i stop or less contact to particular person,
it is because i have been lack of care towards that person,
i dont want to pay more attention to him/her anymore.
"i will text you and if you dont text to me. " :)
i still remember previous you said every 12am or 1am,
we put down our stuff and chat with each other.
it can improve our relationship and we can more treasure each other.
but until now it havent start at all,
I'm waiting for that day,
and i wondering are you forget this commitment?
I have no dare to mention to you about this thing, i dont know why.
I scared you feel tired with this,
and think I'm like a child clamoring for toys.
Maybe you forget this promise already or you busy to do other more important to you...
can i named it as a promise/ commitment?
but i wont forget, never forget, even though it just a little small tiny promise,
but i never forget, I was very touch when you set up this commitment,
but end up we havent fulfill this thing.
i miss you text me what I'm doing now,
miss you text to me morning and goodnight before i send to you,
miss you asking me a lot of funny funny questions,
miss your every smile face in the message,
miss you laugh me,
miss your everything.
i know you and me go to more stable stage,
i understand after the passionate period, we started to facing more challenges,
it is full of challenges, we must support each other.
I will support you, always. :)
Maybe I'm not the best,
but I'm trying to be the best that you want.
gotta get up and try,
until you turn your head to tell me, thank you, you are do well. ♥
♥ u
ps: I'm a person lack of affirmation since young, so i try to get more attention from others, and very treasure who treat me in good way and nicely, and dont want others hurt them.
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