【INNER】Twisted

"Visual Arts in Counselling" is a subject rich in artistic and imaginative space, but today I feel a bit off. This seems to be the first time I've been asked to touch on the theme related to my family of origin. Through the nourishment of my family of origin, how has this small seed in me grown into a tree — the orange-red representing impulsiveness and aggressiveness, the twisted branches resembling the knots in my heart, and the purple representing anxiety and timidity.

I believe visual art is suitable for individuals of all ages. This method allows everyone to visualise how their current life experiences are progressing, how they evaluate themselves, and how much and how deeply they understand themselves. I also believe that in visual art, the counsellor can lead individuals to assemble the courage to explore uncharted territory in their minds, thereby achieving psychological flexibility.

I still remember myself in primary school, drawing comics in class. My classmates around me eagerly awaited the next episode. In the 6 years of primary school memories, this moment was the most self-affirming for me, as I dared to overturn the stance of non-recognition from my family of origin. However, during the process of drawing the trees, that memory was not brought up. I guess I am still lamenting my childhood self.

I hope that one day, armed with a vibrant palette, I can add heartwarming colours to this aggressive yet anxious orange-red-purple tree.