Problem. a lot of problems.
Problem. a lot of problems.
这次真的去找假期工了
找到了
雇用了
Found the job
get hired.
然后我为什么感觉那么地压力那么地空虚，
快快告诉我谁来向我解释？
who tells me why I feel inner emptiness and stress?
explain more about this~~~~~
一个人留在这里两个星期
空虚没有陪伴说话
maybe this 2 weeks nobody talk to me
希望有个人来支持我
Hope somebody give me encouragement.
你会吗？（指着你，对，就是你。）
Do you? (yes, is you~~~)
上帝真的很神奇，
祷告了，一切顺利进行。
这是个神奇的力量。
God is very marvelous and miraculous
everything go smoothly after prayed.
magical power.
虽然工作找到了，
心理还是觉得不平衡。
是不是因为单独留下来作战所以隔外觉得空虚无奈又不能够做些什么回应？
although found the job,
yea, but feel inner emptiness,
is it because just left me to fighting within these days?
唉
sigh
说什么一个人很坚强
says what can be stronger if just alone
屁话嘛
rubbish la.
曾经的经历根本没有办法改变我的想法
That memory didnt change my mind
反而更伤害我了。
but more hurting me now.
哭。Cry. (okay, my heart cry but not me)
我压力的时候，
有没有谁也能够像我的辅导老师一样，
认真地用心地听我说话？
Who can become like my counselor teacher
listen my voice with genuineness
when I am stressing?
你呢？你会这样用心吗？
对，就是你。
do you? do you willing to do this?
yes, is you. (?)
你问我？
如果我是你，我当然会用心啊。
you ask me back?
of course, if I were you, I willing to do that.
破表地用心。
very genuineness.
不然为什么最后我选择去读辅导，选择心理学？
otherwise why I study counseling and choose psychology?
啊啊对了，我想起了嘉慧说有关她的大梦想，
能够到非洲去帮助穷难民，
提供他们最好的食物。
ah, ChiaHui talked about her great dream before,
she wants to go Africa to provide helping
supply them the best food.
我也想起了我很好像别人提过的梦想
associate with my secretly dream that I seldom to talk about
—— 以义工、志工或任何甚至没有任何职位头衔的身份，到非洲帮忙做急救护，
——provide first aid helping to African refugees with a volunteer identity or just simply help them
或者
or
什么都好。
whatever, as long as can help them.
嗯，就这样。
Em, that;s all.
两个星期的日子，
希望有朋友陪伴，
希望你会询问空缺，希望你成功被招聘。
Hope has friend accompany within this 2 weeks with inner emptiness.
Hope you will ask the vacancy, hope you can success to be recruit.
另外，希望你愿意听我的不愉快。
and, hope you willing to listen my unpleasant.
嗯，就这样。
Em, that's all.
sigh.. Why I have a lot of problems.
这次真的去找假期工了
找到了
雇用了
Found the job
get hired.
然后我为什么感觉那么地压力那么地空虚，
快快告诉我谁来向我解释？
who tells me why I feel inner emptiness and stress?
explain more about this~~~~~
一个人留在这里两个星期
空虚没有陪伴说话
maybe this 2 weeks nobody talk to me
希望有个人来支持我
Hope somebody give me encouragement.
你会吗？（指着你，对，就是你。）
Do you? (yes, is you~~~)
上帝真的很神奇，
祷告了，一切顺利进行。
这是个神奇的力量。
God is very marvelous and miraculous
everything go smoothly after prayed.
magical power.
虽然工作找到了，
心理还是觉得不平衡。
是不是因为单独留下来作战所以隔外觉得空虚无奈又不能够做些什么回应？
although found the job,
yea, but feel inner emptiness,
is it because just left me to fighting within these days?
唉
sigh
说什么一个人很坚强
says what can be stronger if just alone
屁话嘛
rubbish la.
曾经的经历根本没有办法改变我的想法
That memory didnt change my mind
反而更伤害我了。
but more hurting me now.
哭。Cry. (okay, my heart cry but not me)
我压力的时候，
有没有谁也能够像我的辅导老师一样，
认真地用心地听我说话？
Who can become like my counselor teacher
listen my voice with genuineness
when I am stressing?
你呢？你会这样用心吗？
对，就是你。
do you? do you willing to do this?
yes, is you. (?)
你问我？
如果我是你，我当然会用心啊。
you ask me back?
of course, if I were you, I willing to do that.
破表地用心。
very genuineness.
不然为什么最后我选择去读辅导，选择心理学？
otherwise why I study counseling and choose psychology?
啊啊对了，我想起了嘉慧说有关她的大梦想，
能够到非洲去帮助穷难民，
提供他们最好的食物。
ah, ChiaHui talked about her great dream before,
she wants to go Africa to provide helping
supply them the best food.
我也想起了我很好像别人提过的梦想
associate with my secretly dream that I seldom to talk about
—— 以义工、志工或任何甚至没有任何职位头衔的身份，到非洲帮忙做急救护，
——provide first aid helping to African refugees with a volunteer identity or just simply help them
或者
or
什么都好。
whatever, as long as can help them.
嗯，就这样。
Em, that;s all.
两个星期的日子，
希望有朋友陪伴，
希望你会询问空缺，希望你成功被招聘。
Hope has friend accompany within this 2 weeks with inner emptiness.
Hope you will ask the vacancy, hope you can success to be recruit.
另外，希望你愿意听我的不愉快。
and, hope you willing to listen my unpleasant.
嗯，就这样。
Em, that's all.
sigh.. Why I have a lot of problems.
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